Mothers Love and Lust for her Own Son

Hello Sarah, how are you? My name is Deborah. I am 45 and single mom of an 18 Рnearly 19 Рyear old son. One of my friends has suggested to me that I visit  and I accidentally came across your stories. I liked them very much as they seem so close to reality. I have masturbated many times reading all that stuff, and I really loved the way you describe the situations, love and feelings a sexually conflicted mom has for her son. I do have some fantasies about mother-son relationship and I would love to share it with you, and if you guide me, I will be able to go through my relation with my son. Waiting for your response on that matter.


Hello Debbie

Thanks for your e-mail. I’m glad you found my stories and am always pleased to hear that they help give pleasure in some small way. Masturbating is good for you! I always feel so relaxed and – well happy I suppose – after a really thrilling orgasm. Do tell me more about yourself and your interest in your son. You are at the age when hunger for sex becomes much more demanding! It happens to so many ladies – it happened to me of course – and I’m still pretty insatiable and I’m over 50! Sarah

Hello Sarah.

Thanks for all your comments. I do not know why I am sharing this with you, but as I have read your stories I have realized that you are the right person with whom I can share some of my fantasies. As I told you earlier, I am single, and totally agree with you that women at around 40s and above are much more hungry for sex compared to younger women. I appreciate all your efforts in bringing mothers closer to their sons. I know Oedipus complex is the desires a son has for his mom but I don’t know what they call if a mom has same desires for her own son. It is something which is not normal, and our society does not support it, and consider it as Taboo and Incest.

Honey what do you say? Is it normal to think about that? Have you ever had the same feelings for your own son/ daughter? I have not dated many men since my divorce and have a bi nature, which became more predominant. Although I have a loving lesbian partner who has tried hard to keep me satisfied, using various toys to help me out, I still miss a solid hard thing in me. I had not seen my son naked since he was 8 years old, but after I saw him naked a few months ago he has become a permanent part of my sexual arousal (masturbation) and I fantasize a lot about him now. I don’t know any one with whom I can share these feelings of mine. I don’t know how to approach this situation because I don’t want him to stop respecting me as a mother and start thinking me a harlot. Will you please help me out of this situation?


Hello Debbie

I have been thinking quite a lot about you and your problem. First of all, I am NOT an expert of incest. All I know has come from what other people – usually ladies – tell me, so don’t think I’m some sort of therapist!! And, no, I don’t know either what they call a mum who fancies her son! I haven’t felt the same way about my children, because I don’t have any! But from what other ladies tell me, it’s by no means uncommon and it’s perfectly normal, particularly if there’s no husband around to satisfy the woman’s sexual needs, or who may have lost interest. I find it rather curious that, as husband’s sex drive declines, that of the wife increases! And, with a lusty teenage son around the house, it’s not surprising that her interest focuses on him when she feels horny!

Of course, it’s probably more common for mothers and daughters to have sex together – several of my internet friends have such a relationship, with much less soul-searching! There are usually two problems facing mothers who want sex with their sons. The first is a deep feeling of guilt and remorse for even feeling that way! ‘Surely it must be wrong to lust after your own son.’ Well … don’t you believe it! The second is the worry that the son will lose respect for his mother once he realizes she wants him to have sex with her. And if ever it does come about, you have to be certain that there will be no remorse afterwards! For either of you! You have both these problems Debbie, and, unless you can convince yourself that both these obstacles are just not true, then you’ll just have to fantasize away!

So the first thing you need to do is tell yourself that there is no guilt – no sin whatsoever – in wanting to have sex with your son. (Are you religious though?) The second is to accept that teenagers are horny, get erections at the drop of a hat. From what others tell me, however, they have even more respect for their moms who allow them to have sex with them, or masturbate them. But, Debbie, everything depends on your relationship with him. Are you close? Do you confide in each other. Do you fool around? Does he know that you masturbate – have you hear him do it as well? Has he seen you naked – or in the shower? Does he have a girlfriend? What does he think about your lady lover? Does he even know that you are lovers?

If you are distant with one another it’s not going to be easy. I think he has to know that you read erotic stories and that you masturbate over them. If he himself is into erotica, then you could nudge him in my direction and encourage him to give me feedback. That’s what has happened in the past with me.

Oh, so many questions. Try reading my conversation with Jinny and let me know how else I can be of help. The key, as I say, is your current relationship with your son.


Hello Sarah

I am extremely grateful to you for all your advice and support. I have thought a lot about what you have said in your mail and would like to share some of my feelings with you as you are the only person with whom I have discussed my fantasies and who also encouraged me to believe that thinking about my son in a sexual way is normal. Others would consider me a sick-minded mom if I told them anything like that. I agree with you that young people do masturbate frequently as I have seen dried cum stains on his underwear and pants.

As I have said earlier, I would like to share a few things with you and actually these are the answers of those questions you have asked me.The answer of your first question is yes I do want to have sex with him. I can’t stop myself after what I saw a few days ago. I accidentally saw him masturbating and he has the most beautiful dick have have ever seen (my own personal feelings). To be honest it was a bit longer and thicker than his father. I am not that much religious. I have not seen him naked or in shower before that incident, nor since either. We two are close as a mom and son are supposed to be, but nothing more special. I think we discuss almost all the matters of our lives but not about sex, as I do not feel comfortable with that. I hope you can understand it how difficult it is for a single mom to discuss such things with her son.

Yes he has a girlfriend, but I don’t think they have gone much further. He usually behaves like a nice gentleman while she is around and I have not seen them fooling around. I have not found any evidence about that so I still think he is virgin. He knows about my lady lover but I don’t think he knows about our secret relationship, as we do all those things at her place. I am still confused about how to tell him that I masturbate thinking about him, or that I have fantasizes about him, or I would like to make love with him. These are all those questions which have no answers. What do you think about me bringing my lady lover home for a romantic night? Will it solve my problem, as he will hear us making love and might think of me in a sexual way?


Well Debbie,

From what you tell me, your son doesn’t seem to me to be highly sexually motivated, and you say that is a subject you don’t discuss. Perhaps he shields it from you! I assume there’s no evidence of him sniffing your soiled knickers, or masturbating into them, which is a fairly common occurrence in sex-starved young men. So he seems to be very ‘straight’, which suggests to me that he may have little interest in anything out of the ordinary – like incest. But of course, I could be wrong. I would hate for you to embarrass him by taking things too far too soon. Perhaps, on the other hand, it is he who thinks his mum is ‘straight-laced’, with no interest in sex (you are a mum after all!), and is being careful not to offend you. You are probably both concerned about any loss of respect between you that might result.

So I think you may have to be patient! And I don’t think it would be a good idea to let him ‘accidentally’ find out about your sexual activities. (Though I must say, I find it a bit odd that he hasn’t heard you masturbating. Perhaps you’re careful to do it when he’s not around.) Maybe the first thing is to find a way of opening up a dialogue about sex in a casual sort of way. Low key. Yes! It might be a good idea to bring your lover home for a night. But, Debbie, you need to let him know beforehand – not just shock him by overhearing you having sex together – saying something like ‘I guess you already know that she and me are lovers. Well, a girl also needs some sex life, darling and I wouldn’t want to bring a man home!’ Find some excuse for your lover having to come to you instead of the other way round.

Another way to break the ice might be to let him accidentally see you naked coming from the bathroom, or whatever. See what his reaction is. Once you’ve overcome the embarrassment of acknowledging between you a natural sexual feeling, you can take it forward from there. Tell him what a fine young man he’s growing into. Flatter him a little. ‘Now, if I was a bit younger, I’d fancy you myself,’ sort of thing.

But slowly. Always leave room for escape if you think you’ve offended him. Don’t end up putting up more barriers! But do try to discover what level of interest he has in sex. Talk about his girlfriend perhaps. Try to encourage him to talk to you – his mum – about his relationships. You have to find a way to break the ice somehow. Then, you’ll be surprised how quickly it can develop.

Have you discussed this with your lover? What does she think? Has she got other sexual interests, like a son or daughter perhaps. What do you think?

Sarah. xx

By the way Debbie

I’ve been reading your messages again, darling, and came across the comment that you have found evidence of sperm stains on your son’s underwear. Now I find this rather curious, because young men usually take great care not to soil their underwear when masturbating. They don’t want mum to know that they do it. But perhaps these stains you mention were minor ones – more leaks than ejaculations. Have you sniffed them? Were they fresh I wonder? This leads me to the possibility that he may have deliberately splashed his sperm on the boxer shorts hoping you’d find them – a way of telling you that beneath all the shy exterior, he would like you to know that he plays with his cock whilst thinking about you, and maybe saying that he would like you to do it for him – watch him ejaculate into your palm – or, even better, over your breasts. Or ultimately, into your vagina? What do you think?


Hi Sarah.

I am extremely grateful to you for all your support in this particular matter. Although I don’t know much about you, I still feel you deep inside my heart as you are the only one with whom I am sharing my nasty fantasizes. Your words gave me much courage, and I think I am gaining confidence. You mean so much to me in a true sense. In fact it would be better to say that I am in love with a woman (you) who’s got a beautiful heart that knows the feelings of a single mother better then anyone else.

You can’t imagine what was the affect of your after-thought message had on me. I felt that I was in heaven after I read that, but then I thought that those stains might be because of some teasing from his girlfriend and were not fresh. I wished that they had been fresh so that I could have tasted them. I have taken your advice and walked naked from the bathroom to my kitchen, ignoring him being home and watching me this has worked for me as he had seen me naked. I saw his mouth remain open ’til I came back to my room to put some clothes on, but later he didn’t said anything about it, so it’s a positive sign for me. I hope it will begin to solve my problem. Can you imagine how horny I get while thinking that I would be the one taking the virginity of my own son?

I don’t think it appropriate to involve my lover in this. She might get upset and I might loose her, but I have to tell you something about her. She said once or twice, before my desires for my son surfaced, that if I was not her lover she might think of sleeping with him. I considered it as her joke at that time because of age difference. I didn’t think that could have been a possibility, so we continued our little journey of love without worries. She is single and I have n idea what her views about incest are.

I have decided to act slowly, as you have suggested, so that I might get what I want. I would definitely let him ejaculate him on all my body and in my vagina too.

Debbie XXXX

Hey Debbie,

Thank you for the lovely email. You say the nicest things!! But listen! Your fantasies are not nasty! They are quite normal for a loving mother – well, certainly not exceptional from the many emails I get from other mums on the subject. Although I have to admit that mum-daughter is more common than mum-son – at least, with the ones who contact me! There is always a special relationship between a mother and her son – and vice versa.

The other thought that crossed my mind was, when you mentioned that you had accidentally seen him masturbating, are you sure it was by accident – and not planned by your son. Maybe he wanted you to watch him. To signal his interest in you, though not wanting to admit it – yet!

Anyway, you certainly worked fast, walking by him naked. That’s good. From what you say, he was clearly astonished, but not embarrassed – otherwise he would have looked away. But no, he actually looked at you. That’s a good sign darling. What did he gaze at? Your breasts or your pubic hair. Did you hear him masturbating afterwards, or were you too excited at having exposed yourself to listen? I think you were very brave to do that!

Next time, pause in front of him, give him a twirl, and ask him if he likes what he sees? Keep it light and casual. Ask how you compare with his girl friend. Teasing. And look to see if he is getting an erection. It might be a bit early to ask if he wants to kiss your nipples, but he might … as I say, let him dictate the pace. Softly softly! If he does kiss your nipples, you can touch his cock – gently – like a kiss. Try to get him to talk to you about sex.

Next time you think he’s masturbating, see if you can watch him through the bedroom door. If he’s left it ajar, it’s an invitation.

I agree with you about involving your lover just yet. But if she’s admitted fancying your son, who knows – in the future you might have a threesome – you watching his cock penetrate your friends dripping vagina! That’s a very erotic sight, watching cock thrust in and out of another woman.

However, though you and I have exchanged intimate thoughts, I have no idea how you look! Only that you’re 45. But I think you’re very beautiful and I would like to hold you in my arms and kiss you gently – nibble your lips and ears, and caress your bum and breasts. I think about you a lot darling, I must say – usually in bed, whilst coming round!

Me, I’m 51 as I mentioned before, slim, 5’7″ small breasted and small firm bum. My girlfriend, Heather, is indeed the wife of the local vicar. She’s about your age, with rather more breast than me! Dark and attractive. And much hairier – I love hairy women!! She also ejaculates when she’d really really horny! Not pee – lovely lady juices! However. We are both very well-respected, sophisticated, dignified pillars of the local community. If the parishioners knew what we were really like together, they’d never believe it!

So there. That’s me! All this has made me wet. Perhaps I should come and let you play with my pussy. And me yours!! Or maybe I’ll just have a quick orgasm!!

Love you darling! Tell me about yourself – paint me a picture – or even better, send a photo.

Sarah xxxxx

(A few days passed in silence!)

Hello Sarah.

I am extremely sorry for not responding to you earlier. First, I was busy at work and later I was at hospital so wasn’t able to give any kind of response to the mails you sent me. I was in the hospital because my son had an accident and broke his leg. So, now I don’t think I could continue what I started, since I have to take care of him as a responsible mom to protect him from further damage. I hope you agree. I am extremely grateful to you for all the support you have shown me.

As I mentioned earlier, I am the only person he’s got to help him in this situation so I have to take care of him after he comes home tomorrow. You asked me to tell you something about myself. I am 5 ‘7” tall ,blonde, blue eyes, smooth slim body, with 34C bra size. Not that big but big enough to attract a few looks. I have been single for the last six years and had almost lost interest in males, as I have a lovely lover in the shape of my girlfriend for the last four years. But after seeing my son naked, I am now lusting for a male – well, him. You may laugh, but the truth is I am behaving like a horny teenage girl lusting for sex.

I will write to you in detail after he gets home. I am totally disturbed by this situation and have to move a lot to get from here to there. I hope you understand.

Debbie XXX

Hello Debbie,

Darling! So very sorry to hear that your son has had a nasty accident. You must be most upset, and of course, you’ll be busy getting him better. That will take some time. So, any thoughts of sex will have to be deferred until he’s recovered. Meantime, I guess you’ll still be having fantasies, since you’re behaving like a horny teenager! Masturbation for you I suppose – although you have a girl friend to help you with your orgasms. Once he’s settled down back home, he’ll be in his pyjamas and I’d be surprised if you didn’t get a glimpse of his cock from time to time. That will inflame your lust!! Anyway, see how things develop when he’s home. I know you’ll look after him with love and care.

Thanks for describing yourself. You sound like a mirror image of me! Except that I’m a bit older. Here’s a photo of me. If you want more, let me know. Lots of love and kisses. I wish I could give you a big hug and caress you.

Sarah XXXX

By the way Debbie

I mentioned your dilemma to an American lady who’s been having sex with her son since his college days. And still does, even though he’s now happliy married – well, so she says. I asked what advice she’d give to someone in your position. This is what she said – My only advice would be “be absolutely certain that is what you want – there is no going back”. Take your time approaching the sexual act as you do not want to scare him off nor do you want to repulse him. If he exhibits sexual feelings towards the mother then she could encourage him in a subtle way, hugging, kissing, affectionate touching. I think if he believes the actions are of his choosing, he would be more ready to accept the situation.

Not much different from what I said really. Hope all is well – at least you’ll be able to give him some TLC in his bed!! And who knows what might develop?

Sarah xxxxx

Dear Sarah,

It’s been a busy day for me with lots of things to do, having brought my son Peter back home. I have to do laundry as well. I agree with you and the things your friend said that it is really only a matter of a few moments that can make or break my whole life, and I want you to be with me so I can go through with it. It was so difficult for me, as I have to take him to the bathroom. Seeing him in his underwear has also affected my feelings for him, so I have to control both him and my feelings at the same time. I hope that I might see him naked in the bathroom, as I have to stay and wait outside the door till he finishes so I am expecting more to come.

I also want to tell you that his girl friend also came to see him and I was worried how it might be managed when I have to return to work. Thinking what might be the best way to help him and me out of this particular problem, I have only two people to whom I can depend upon. One is my lover and the other his girlfriend, so I am hoping that both of them will try to help me out.

Thanks for your pics. They’re great. I would only say that you are a beautiful woman. I would love to spend some time with you, and I don’t agree with you when you say you are older. Although older in age, you are much younger in caring in sexual matters (especially for moms like me) and I do hope to see more of you.

Lots and lots of kisses and hugs I will tell you about the other developments later.

Debbie XXX

Hello Debbie,

Well, at least Peter is back him with you. You’ll be able to look after him, though it must be difficult to keep your emotions in check! And to keep your hands to yourself, rather than sneak them under the duvet for a quick feel of his handsome cock! I certainly hope he’ll allow you to see his naked body soon though – the chances seem fairly high to me. He’s fortunate in having three ladies around to help him! I’m sure they’ll rally round.

Do keep me informed of developments. I have a feeling that you’re going to realize your ambition with Peter. Have patience – and try to get closer to him whilst he’s recovering. Flatter him. Tell him what a handsome young man he is – how he’ll make a wonderful husband one of these days!

Sarah xx

Hello Sarah.

I am going through a difficult time. I was so busy at work and at home that I even didn’t get much time to reply to you. Sorry for that. As I have told you I got three people to support me in this particular time, but this doesn’t help me much as Peter seems shy while Kate (my lover) and his girlfriend are around. I have figured this out after they both spent a day with him. So I have to take care of him myself. He’s shy in the sense that he does not ask them when he wants to go to bathroom. So I have taken fifteen days leave from work to take care of him and hope that he will be able look after himself better after I start going to work again.

I must tell you that I have managed to help him get an erection every time I touch his thighs. I have seen the outline of his aroused cock in his underwear many times, and have even complemented him that he’s got very beautiful equipment there, and that one day he will make some lovely lady very happy! His response was simply a shy smile, with blushing. His accident has brought us much closer then we were before, and I now know that not only he is a virgin, but his girl friend is also virgin. I was so excited to learn that he is still a virgin and it would surely be me that would take his virginity. I hope that I will be able to do what I want in the coming days before I go back to work.

Debbie XXXX

Darling Debbie

Thanks for the pics. You have such gorgeous breasts. I could suck on those nipples all day – so wonderfully sensitive – and knead your lovely fleshy boobs with my fingers. Mmmmmm getting quite wet thinking about it. I might even encourage you to have an orgasm while I suckle them. It would be lovely to lie in bed with you, playing with each other. I could suck your toes while you lick my pussy and finger my vagina – which, I must tell you, is now wet through! I’m sending you more revealing photos!

You must allow Peter to gaze on those breasts as you bend over him to tuck him in to bed! That will certainly give him a full erection. Anyway, it seems that he’s getting quite used to you seeing his erection in his underwear. Once he no longer blushes, the next thing is to see it in the flesh. The next time you comment on it, make sure you give it a gentle fond rub. In fact, you might ask him if he minds you looking at it for real. Tell him that it’s years since you last saw one! Then you can give it a quick kiss. Then you can flatter him more, until you might ask – joking of course – if he’d like to see yours?

But don’t rush it. Laugh it off if he’s embarrassed. When you get into your nightgown, you can ‘accidentally’ let him see your groin. And maybe, go into his bedroom naked to tuck him in, letting your breasts swing before his face. Keep it light and amusing. Joking about it will help to keep it casual. If he responds, take the next step, but always be ready to pull back with a laugh and a ‘oops sorry darling’ if he gets over embarrassed. Get his confidence in you. If he can’t avoid ejaculating, he’ll be so embarrassed, so you’ll need to explain that’s it’s natural, and good for a mum to know that her big son is fully developed!

I’m sure you’ll get there. Your breasts are the next temptation for him though, make sure that he gets a good eyeful. And a gentle caress of his erection to encourage him to nibble your nipples.

To take his virginity would be sensational! Awesome! I’d love to be there to watch! OMG – I need to have a little play!

Sarah xx


Honey I am so excited and horny today. You can’t imagine! It was because of two things. Firstly because of your encouragement and secondly because of Peter’s accident. It’s because of his accident that I was able to give him a bath today (cleaned him with wet cloth – only not too wet) but I was lucky to get what I was lusting for. I saw his beautiful, lovely cock! Not only saw it, but actually held it in my hands. It wasn’t easy to put my hand around his cock. I told him many times that I have seen him when he was young, and there is nothing new for me. But, oh Sarah! It was awesome!

He has a beautiful cock! Much thicker and longer than his father. Just holding him in my hand made me so wet. I came right there and then! The feeling of his hot, fully erect cock in my hand was so exciting, it was too much for me. I just came!

I wished you could have been there in person to see all this. You are the only person I can trust, and who encouraged me to do what I have achieved today. I want to give you a long, hot wet kiss. I’m so excited! I love you!

Debbie xxx

Wow Debbie.

That was great! You’re getting there! I’m so very pleased for you. But please don’t embarrass the poor young man – lead him gently. Having an orgasm just holding the cock was fantastic for you. Did Peter know you were climaxing? Has he seen your fabulous boobs yet? Try to get him to touch them as you lean over him, then he won’t mind you playing with his cock. Once you’ve managed to get him to masturbate for you, and splashed his cum all over his belly, you’re nearer to that first fuck. But whatever you do, don’t lose his respect. I’ll send you an invite to join me on messenger.

Later darling! Sarah xxx

Hello again Debbie.

Haven’t heard form you for a while. How are things – you said you were taking it more slowly? Has Peter not responded to your approach? Maybe he needs time to accept that his mom fancies him. He probably needs reassuring that there is nothing wrong in a relationship between mom and son. It’s a natural relationship and attraction. That’s probably what’s making him uncomfortable – he thinks it’s wrong and dirty. So you’ll have to explain otherwise – and that it happens all the time. Besides, as you said to him, he is your son after all – so you are supposed to love him and want to take care of him and his needs. And that you have needs of your own you’d like to share with him.

Then I can come and play with you and get you all wet and panting and moaning. Mmmm

Sarah xxx

Hello Sarah,

I was not able to talk to you as I was so confused about whether I should take a step forward or quit. I am so afraid of what will people say if they find out what I am doing. Mostly Peter’s girlfriend and my lover. I have to confess that I really loved the feeling of his cock in my hand. I also want to show him my boobs and pussy as well, but I haven’t done it so far. After talking to him I found out that he likes women with shaven pussies, but I only trim my pubic hair as my lover likes them that way. How can I satisfy two people who are so close to me but have different opinions? I should also tell you that it wasn’t that easy to hold his cock in my hand. I told him that he is the only man in my life, which is why I like to hold his cock in my hand. But later he started to behave normally. I decided that, if I really want to fuck my son, then it would be on Halloween.

Honey I have taken the measurement of his erect cock. It was 24.1 cm( 9.5 inches) in length, 14 cm( 5.5 inches) in girth. I am worried about Katie’s reaction if she finds out about me and Peter making out. I want to spend some time with you as it is easier for me to be around with a women then my own son. What do you say? Do young people like pubic hair? To be honest I have masturbated a lot thinking about Peter and you. I can’t get the images of your beautiful body out of my mind. I wish I lived near your house so that I could make out with you with out any difficulty. I hope you like my pics and my feet too. I hope you will help me out of this and guide me through this part,

with lots of lots of love


Hello Debbie.

Wonderful pics. Beautiful boobs! Lovely to hear from you again and sorry that you’re feeling confused, though that’s only to be expected.

Firstly, I don’t think Peter would tell his girlfriend. It’s much too personal. Anyway, if she’s not allowing him to have sex with her, she’s probably pure-minded and would think he’s weird. So, he’d run the risk of her telling others, being ridiculed and spoil his chances with other girls. So I’m sure your secret’s safe there.

Secondly, Kate … well, you know your girlfriend better than me! She has already told you that she fancies Peter. Next time you make love together, I should mention it! ‘What would you say, Kate, if I told you I’d held Peter’s cock?’ And take it from there. Remind her that she once told you she’d like to play with it herself! I think she’ll be ok with it … think it’s great!

As far as public hair is concerned, I believe younger people do tend to shave. But I’ve clearly missed out on some developments. Measuring Peter’s cock tells me that he’s comfortable with you handling it now. So, I’m pretty sure he’d like you to masturbate him, but is too nervous to ask you. I mean, an attractive lady handling your cock is certain to get any young man horny – at 16! And showing her boobs to him as well. Gosh! He’s just waiting for you to pluck up the courage.

So, the next step, when you next take it out, is for you to stroke it gently with your finger tips. You already told him he’s the only man in your life – or cock in your hand. Flatter him more. Murmur ‘what a wonderful cock you’ve got. I love it darling! So elegant. Handsome!’ Then slowly draw back the foreskin to plant a light kiss on the tip. There may already be a dewdrop there! If his loins jerk, he’s getting turned on! After kissing, wrap your thumb and fingers round the shaft and slowly move them up and down. As his flexing gets more evident, start to masturbate rather more deliberately. He’ll come! ‘Wow, Peter – that’s delightful. I’m so proud of you’.

Step two, kneel on his bed, knees apart, put your hand over your pussy and play with your self. Tell him that seeing his cock explode, has got you so horny that you can’t help it – you just have to rub yourself. And let him watch you orgasm. He’ll be mesmerized by it! Fascinated, if he hasn’t seen a woman masturbate before. Tell him its your mutual secret!

The next step, eventually, will be to suggest you watch each other masturbate themselves, both naked, or half-naked at first. Let him have plenty of chances to see your breasts and groin. That will inevitably lead to fucking. Don’t worry, he’s not going to tell anyone. Whether or not you mention it to Kate is up to you, Debbie. How would she take it? Would she be jealous? Might it turn her on – add a little spice to your love-making together?

Do please let me know how you get on. Otherwise I worry about you. I shall just have to drive over to Lille and make love to you myself! I’d love to hear you moan and cry for mercy! And explode in agonizing bliss!

Sarah xxxx

Hello Sarah

Thanks again for all your support, honey. As I have told you I really want to do this, but I am still confused how to make it possible. The good thing for me is that he is in constant state of arousal when I am around him but I have not gone further then holding it in my hand, since I want a space to run if I don’t make it all way. I only pray that he doesn’t get a hard on while Katie and Any are there, so I try to busy myself in other house works when they are around. Yesterday when Amy was here I went to the shops to give them some privacy, as it’s been a long time since they have been together.

On the way back I parked my car a few blocks away so that I could actually see what they are doing. I saw her giving Peter a blow-job, and then I heard Peter asking her to hold his cock while they talked. To be honest I was jealous seeing Amy giving him blow-job but the thought that I can blow him anywhere and at any time I want, cooled me down. I haven’t told Peter that I have seen all that.

Honey I want to make love to you as you fully understand the needs and nature of a mature hungry women who is starving for sex, I’d love to see some more pics of you, really want to spend some time with you and want you to be the only person to watch me, if I ever make love with Peter.

Lots and lots of kisses


Hi Debbie

Peter won’t really mind your pubic hair – all they want at that age is a fuck – that is if ever you manage to get him to fuck you! I still think you should masturbate him first as I suggested in my last message – get him used to the idea of mum getting him to ejaculate – all over your breasts! Anyway, we know now that he has sex with his girlfriend – if she gives him a blow-job, then I’m sure he’ll be licking her out! Mutual masturbation perhaps, if nor full penetration. That’s being left for you!! To take his virginity!

Sarah xxxxxxxx

Hello Sarah.

I am so thrilled to tell you that I have, at last, given Peter his first motherly hand job, and later a long awaited blow-job. I have no words to explain what my feelings were at the time. I was so turned on, and my pussy was dripping wet. If you could have been near you would definitely have seen my pussy juices flowing down my legs. I felt like I was in heaven. I have nothing to worry about, honey. You were absolutely right that once I had taken that step, I wouldn’t hesitate in moving forward.

His semen was so tasty and thick that I have not tasted such thick semen for years now. He also played with my sensitive tits and sucked them like he used to do when he was a baby. The feeling when I was with him was different from any other feeling I had for him. Eating his cum is like eating my own self, as he is a part of me and I do feel he tasted like me (just my imagination).

I am extremely grateful to you for all your encouraging words which helped me to make my dreams come true. I would love to spend some time with you and give you the same pleasure I have enjoyed today. After so many years, my son has become my lover son and it’s only because of you honey.

Debbie xxxx

WOW Debbie!

Awesome! Great! I was beginning to think you’ve never cross that particular barrier, but I am so so proud of you for the courage you finally showed. And, although you don’t say much about Peter’s reactions, I guess he was as over the moon as you were! Just waiting for it to happen – waiting for his mom to masturbate him, then give him a blow job!

Did he feel you as well? Did he give you an orgasm? Lick his fingers covered in your juices? He must have been as thrilled as you were to be having sex with his mom at last!.

If you haven’t already got to the final stage, I must tell you that Peter’s big ambition must be to fuck you. Fuck his mom! But he will be too nervous to do it himself. You must do the first one. You must fuck Peter! Get him nice and stiff, then squat over him and lower yourself onto his cock. But … don’t rush it darling. Please! It will be a fantastic moment in your life, never to be repeated. So, just nudge the head of his cock into your dripping vagina and hold it there for a few wonderful seconds while you revel in the moment – feel the enormous, heavenly thrill of having his cock ready to penetrate his mom.


Then, take a deep breath and slowly lower yourself onto him. Full and deep. Up to the hilt. He won’t last long, I can assure you. He’ll cum in no time at all. Fill you with his sperm, jerking and lunging. He’ll be too turned on to prevent himself cumming.

When his ejaculation is complete. Don’t let him soften! Start to fuck him, up and down. At his age, his erection should stay hard and fuck-ready. And I would imagine that he will shortly ejaculate again. Awesome darling!

I’m really thrilled for you Debbie! You are such a brave lady! Your life will never be the same again. You’ll fuck morning noon and night! You have all week-end!

Sarah xxx

(Debbie came on line on Monday.)

‘Hi Debbie.’

‘Hi Sarah.’

‘How are things?’

‘Enjoying every second of my life.’

‘I can imagine. Did you follow my suggestions?’

‘Yes! To the letter. I did all those things you suggested and I am extremely grateful to you. How do you know these things?’

‘And how was the fuck??’

‘Awesome. I haven’t felt the same in years, although my lady lover has been there for me all those years, but I was feeling empty. But now I feel so good.’

‘Hurrah!!! You are a very brave lady. And what about Peter – was he wanting it as badly as you? Wow – I’m absolutely delighted for you both.’

‘At first he was a bit shy, but later held me in his arms while I rode him.’

‘When his leg is better he’ll be the one doing the fucking!! And what about Katie?’

‘She has no clue of what I am doing.’

‘So how many times have you fucked already? Your hunger will still be insatiable I guess.’

‘More then ten times! It all started at the weekend. Never seemed to end!’

‘What an awe inspiring moment for you. And the girlfriend??’

‘Thank God she didn’t came for her visit, otherwise my treat would have been spoiled.’

‘Does Peter fuck her as well??’

‘No! I am proud to tell you I took his virginity.’

‘OMG – that’s mind blowing! But he has no regrets I hope. Still respects you as much as ever?’

‘Yes. He does hun. But it’s true you’re the one that encouraged me, and I have trusted you more than my lover. I told you the fantasy that I couldn’t tell her.’

‘How has Peter taken it??’

‘He says he’s having a beautiful dream and he does not want it to come to end.’

‘It won’t – well not for a long time. I think he’ll be fucking you for many years to come.’

‘Yes! It’s unbelievable! And I’m in love with him. Can you believe that??

I hope you’re on the pill!!!’

‘I don’t need any pill hun. I had an operation while giving birth, so no chance of getting pregnant again.’

‘Lucky you!!! Will there be more sex tonight??’

‘Yes! Almost every night now. I wish I could have more sons to fill my all holes! I hope you don’t think I’m a slut!’

‘No – just an eager mother with a huge sexual appetite! Gosh – how does it feel to have his lovely sperm filling your vagina? Lots of spurting!’

‘I can’t explain that wonderful, out-of-this-world experience. There are no words!’

‘I know – some things are too precious and special to put into words. You have a young man to fuck you regularly and a girl friend to top it up!!’

‘And its truly because of you, although I wanted to do it. That’s why I approached you but you encouraged me a lot.’

‘Thank you darling – so glad I could be of help. although at one stage I thought you wouldn’t make it – too nervous! But you DID IT! I’m so proud of you. Pity I can’t feel your wet pussy now – mine is getting rather sticky!! Not surprising after your story!’

‘Me too Sarah!’

‘Imagine my fingers straying along your inner thigh – the tips brushing against the skin. Making your thighs tremble. I can feel the heat of your vagina though your panties – hot and damp. Your loins shuddering with desire. Wanting to feel you come – your moans of despair and bliss.’

‘I’m at your service honey!’

‘Are you nice and wet for me?’

‘OMG Sarah. You’re sooo gorgeous. I have just checked your beautiful pics. I want to lick your pussy and feet.’

‘Come on then – suck my toes. And finger my vagina.’

‘Hmmm … you have one of the most beautiful pussies. And I think it’s still tight enough to milk a lot of cocks. I’d love to watch it being fucked.’

‘Mmm … I might have a quick orgasm for you Debbie. Kissing your nipples and rubbing your clit.’

‘Let me lick your lovely clit.’

‘Mmm yes please.’

‘Pinching your nipples. I know they’re sensitive hun.’

‘And slipping fingers deep inside me. Oooo yes … and yours are lovely and chunky. You have fantastic tits. I’, pulling the nipples.’

‘How many fingers do you want me to put into your dripping pussy?’

‘Slip all four inside and thumb my clit at the same time. OMG. OH FUCK! My knickers are getting soaked.’

‘Slipping them inside your pussy its so warm and wet. I want to feel your tongue in my mouth, Sarah, while I finger fuck you.’

‘Yes yes – let’s kiss passionately. Tongues lashing. Lips chewing. Kissing your ears.’

‘Hmmmm …’

‘And chin and eye lids.’


‘And neck. Rubbing your pussy hard. Fingers rimming your puckered bum.’

‘Rubbing your clit.’

‘Slipping the end of my finger in your bum Debbie. Mmm warm and damp with pussy juice. Muscles tensing.’


‘Feeling your belly trembling.’

‘O God! Don’t stop for God’s sake. I’m close Sarah. Don’t stop. OMG!’

‘Your thighs clenching. Bottom heaving. Bouncing on my hand. Fingers deep inside. OMG I want to lick your pussy. Squatting over your face.’

‘Head between your thighs. Eating your labia. Your gorgeous pussy’s dripping all over my hand as I insert my thumb into your bum. ‘

‘Chewing your pussy. Mmmm I’m nearly there as well. Grinding my pussy hard over your face and mouth.’

‘Please go 69. I want to taste you too.’

‘Yes yes … I’m there for you Debbie. Head between your heaving thighs. Drinking your dripping juices … mmmm you taste delicious.’

‘I love eating your labia. ‘

‘I might cum all over you.’

‘Yes yes yes. Please. Fantastic! Mmmmmmmm. Nearly there Sarah.’

‘Feeling your lips on my pussy … thumb in my bum … I thought the taste was so extra delicious.’

‘Ohh yes … I wont miss any of your juices. I want to drink all of them.’

‘Cumming soon. Don’t stop. Debbie! Gasping. OMG OMG OMG. Oh shit …. gasping. Debbie! Debbie! Yes! Yes! Cumming. YEEEEEEEEEES!! CUMMMMMMMINGGG! OH! OH! OH! OH! OH!’

‘Love your sweet pungent scent coming from your pussy and it’s so beautiful to eat your pussy. Oh yes hun … cum for me … cum for me. I can feel you thrashing. Yes yes yes’

‘Phew … that was a quick one.’

‘You are so delicious Sarah.’

‘Thank you Debbie. Are you ready to cum for Sarah?’

‘Oh God! I am ready? Nearly there just listening to you cum. I was just lost in your wonderful orgasm.’

‘Cum on then Debbie. Let me hear you panting. Gasping. I can watch Peter ejaculate into you – over your boobs as I thrust my fingers deep inside your pussy. Other fingers bum-fucking.’


‘Ah yes. Jerking. Moaning loudly. Cumming for me Debbie. Thrashing! Muscles twitching!’


I can feel your juices splashing all over. Oh yes. All over my face. You were ready for that. Boiling over with lust. Thoughts of Peter’s cock.’

(A pause while we both recover, panting hard.)

‘And your pussy Sarah. It’s so so very beautiful! I love it!’

‘Thank you Debbie. You are a terrific lover. Such a hungry pussy! But time to clean up!’

‘Bye hun. Later I hope.’

‘You bet!’